10 weeks. Yep, 10 weeks after the BFP (well technically 8 weeks, but you know what I mean). How did I get here? I don't "feel" pg, I feel like a poser. I so want to leave the IF group, but right now, I'm in limbo. I still have yet to tell any friends (other than the 2 I had to tell due to circumstances) that I'm pg. I still feel like it's going to "go away". Should I mention I took another pg test last week <blushing> ??
There is so much going on in our lives right now that I feel guilty for feeling happy and feeling hope. Will I get past this...?
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I had a dream last night that my water broke (even tho my uterus is the size of softball) and my friends dad the doctor (who in reality is not a doctor) came to the diner I was eating breakfast at to deliver my 'baby'. Think I'm worrying? Nah.. :D
I also had a dream my sister was pg. I won't divulge which one... ;-)
I have another OB appt in a few weeks. We *should* be able to hear the heartbeat (I say should because I have a tilted uterus and heartbeats are harder to find early on). Will it feel more real then? Time will tell.
Cheers.
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