Who am I to 'deserve' a pregnancy. Just because we've been through a lot - which compared to a lot of people - is nothing. So many people have had multiple losses, IUI/IVF failures, surgeries etc.
I've had multiple friends comment that after waiting for so long, everything is going to be just fine, no worries. Really? I just don't believe that. I don't believe we 'deserve' this after 4 years. I think people go through a boatload more and deserve a better shot.
Ya know? Am I wrong in thinking this? I think of friends who have battled cancer once..twice..and deserve more than the cards they've been given.
Sure I pray..hope..pray that all continues to go well, but I don't believe we 'deserve' this after 'all we've been through'. I think we've been given a gift and I will not take it for granted.