Thursday, June 7, 2012
So HUGE baby step (is that an oxymoron?) for me this month. I.ovulated.naturally. What?? If you're catching up on our journey (take a look at the right ------>), Pre-IUI's my cycles were like clockwork, I always O'd naturally. But still no pg. We started being more aggressive in 2012. Jan-April we did 4 continuous cycles of drugs, April-May I was on BC so I haven't O+ naturally for well over 6 cycles.
Family: Mom.. sisters..Aunt's..This may be TMI for you.. please move on if you don't want the gory details :P
So since we're "trying naturally" this month I haven't been counting days, etc b/c why waste my time charting, BBTing, etc when I know that "miracle" isn't going to happen. I say I know because I've become cynical. In my heart I just don't feel like it's going to happen. Which is very sad to me..I feel like this is our last stitch effort. Now ask me this after a few more cycles/IUI's and we'll see what happens. Like I said, an emotional rollercoaster.
Well let me just tell you my body told me that I ovulated alright. Too bad the FD has been working 24 hr shifts and OT so he hasn't been around. I had been feeling weird, thought I ate something funny, went to the bathroom and IF's you know what I saw. Lots and lots of CM..more than I have ever seen in our 3.5+ years of TTC. (Sorry TMI - I warned you :P). So a baby step was made. Lets keep it up!
PS My sisters and mom and niece are coming to visit. yayyy!