Baby Steps

So HUGE baby step (is that an oxymoron?) for me this month.  I.ovulated.naturally.  What?? If you're catching up on our journey (take a look at the right ------>), Pre-IUI's my cycles were like clockwork, I always O'd naturally. But still no pg.  We started being more aggressive in 2012.  Jan-April we did 4 continuous cycles of drugs, April-May I was on BC so I haven't O+ naturally for well over 6 cycles.

Family: Mom.. sisters..Aunt's..This may be TMI for you.. please move on if you don't want the gory details :P

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So since we're "trying naturally" this month I haven't been counting days, etc b/c why waste my time charting, BBTing, etc when I know that "miracle" isn't going to happen. I say I know because I've become cynical.  In my heart I just don't feel like it's going to happen.  Which is very sad to me..I feel like this is our last stitch effort.  Now ask me this after a few more cycles/IUI's and we'll see what happens. Like I said, an emotional rollercoaster.

Well let me just tell you my body told me that I ovulated alright.  Too bad the FD has been working 24 hr shifts and OT so he hasn't been around.   I had been feeling weird, thought I ate something funny, went to the bathroom and IF's you know what I saw.  Lots and lots of CM..more than I have ever seen in our 3.5+ years of TTC.  (Sorry TMI - I warned you :P).  So a baby step was made.  Lets keep it up!

Cheers!

PS My sisters and mom and niece are coming to visit. yayyy!