Still on round 2 of BC (just about 3 weeks left, yippee)
Still feel cruddy & bloated and nauseous at times, tho it's getting a little better thank God. I don't even want to weight myself, my jeans are super tight, no matter how much I run or do HOT yoga (isn't the weight suppose to "melt" off of you??).
What's next... well... hard to say. I always said that if we stopped "trying" I'd go back on BC (I would not like a 'surprise' at 40..too many risks for me to handle). So now that I'm back on (supposedly temporarily), do we stop trying.. no more IUI's, no more RE's?
I had an epiphany when we were on vaca, I would be ok sans kids. I talked to the hubby about this and he agreed (he's always been so supportive all through this, as it's "our" journey). We're soon-to-be mid-thirties and we're sort of set in our ways. We have a routine. I'm so sick of feeling sad for myself. Honestly. It's pathetic really.
SO we have 3 weeks to decide if we stop or move forward. One big thing is we pre-paid for 3 IUI's. We have had 2 complete IUI cycles so we have one left. They don't "expire" so we could always do it later, but I have a feeling, knowing me, if I'm back on BC 100% I won't go on/off it again, it's just too tough.
Sooo stay tuned I guess.
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In other (happy) news, I'm running a race with one of my sistas this weekend! Weather report is looking coooolddd
| 9 am | |
Feels Like 26°F |
At least it will be sunny..lets hope the wind holds out.
Cheers to the weekend!!
Any fun plans?
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