*The elephant in the room* how am I feeling after IUI#6 ??
My yoga teacher read something the other day that really struck a cord for me "Fear. Let yourself be vulnerable to fear. So many times we hide because we're afraid to be vulnerable."
I am terrified this IUI didn't take. Terrified of what comes next. Terrified that Dr L will say IVF is our only option and we have to make the decision. Terrified of being done trying.
The first week after the IUI I was super tired. Like wake up after a full night of sleep still tired. I thought, maybe just maybe, there's a little something happening in there making me tired. But now I'm not so sure.
I'm not trying to be negative, I just don't think it worked. And I'm terrified of what's next.
Happy birthday to me. It's my 4th birthday of TTC and we're still not any closer.
Cheers.
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